Lyrics:

[Verse 1 -DeaDjahManN]

Seething colors beneath the pale linden tree,

But everything I long for is missing for me.

The taste has faded, the colors gone dim,

along with the wonder who adored me within.

You’re no longer a lover, nor a soul that cares,

the partner meant for me, with whom life I’d share.

But I want to live—I want to live again!

[Chorus-DeaDjahManN]

I don’t love you any longer, and it doesn’t hurt that only the floor embraces me.

My heart is broken and empty, you're no longer close to me.

I don’t love you any longer, and I don’t care

that you're not here, that I can’t reach you.

[Bridge-DeaDjahManN]

I hate you because you love me,

And you hate me because I love you.

But I’m afraid because you worry,

And you’re afraid because I worry too.

You won’t come to me because I want it,

And I won’t come to you because I don’t.

[Verse 2-DeaDjahManN]

I let go of the sadness

because it was ready for the journey,

and I’m building a new world

beyond the glass mountains,

and I shout into the future.

Loneliness will be its companion, the one that accompanied me,

it has stayed long enough with me, too.

Maybe it looks upon me with disdain

for my home was its home, too.

But I want to live—I want to live again!